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01 February 2008
- I love Arsenal. haha.
I think today's post is gonna be long one!I think Ayunan Dewi anak-anak gile. We walked, (note the word) purposely chose to walk in the rain, and Izza told me to lead the way and walk under the "fountain" and we did and oh boy did we get so drenched. It didn't help that I was wearing my white TP shirt. But we had tremendous amount of fun and Maz, Izza and I went for a second round near the foyer's toilet (: Such times. Made me miss my childhood alot. I've made up my mind not to give/make Razali his birthday present cos he threw a stone at me when I walked away from him and Azli and San and some boy. Asshole. Prangai macam Ali. I think it's sad how you see someone so close to you, fall apart from her brother. To see how money matters more than blood ties, to see it with your eyes that the bond siblings have just die along with the fact that the brother is in debt with his own sister. What's even sadder is to see how the mother suffers from it, practically dropping very obvious hints for the sister to help her brother out. How heartbreaking it must be. InsyaAllah, me, abg and adik will not end up like that. I look back at my entries and I think I've been super immature in the past, and I'm glad I'm growing up, not remaining the old me. I've dealt with problems so badly in the past that it ends up being even bigger. I'm sorry you can't see the beauty that other people have. Personally, I'll tick of that boy of mine for thinking you're awesome and someone to always talk to, but then again I don't really know you. So there's no reason for me to go around and tell him or other people for that matter not be befriend with you. I'd like to believe you're amazing in your own individual way and it's just a matter of us not being friends. Honestly, if I'm not friends with Ernie, she would have been a bitch and a minah in my eyes and I would never go anywhere near her - and I'm sure we would be exchanging deathly stares at each other. And I used to think it was the same with you - my friend and I both agreed that was the case. But now, no - I don't think so. People can go around and befriend you, think you're amazing and all, but no one gets near amazing in my book once they start cussing someone they barely know. Sure, I may have bitched about you - somewhere last year, but he knows plus the fact I've never bitched about you openly. Still respected you then. But when you start cussing about someone openly, it's kinda unforgivable huh. But then again, I'm no one in this matter so it's up to you and my dear friend. Farid's super super super funny. We have stupid msn convos haha. I'm going to plaaaaaaaan the makan thingy soon. Or it'll never happen haha. Please remind me to post Maz's unglam photo in the toilet. Today I lazy ah. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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